Thursday, April 19, 2007
GOOD NEWS to myself.. haha.. I passed my driving test! Finally got hold of my licence! I was overjoyed. Spent so much money, time and effort.
Was so super stress can! Was so dejected when I failed the 1st time round in Jan. I strike the stupid kerb in my crank course and got an immediate failure and deduction of 6 points. I was too nervous and the car infront of mine distracted me. I missed the turning point and there I go.. Up on the kerb. -_-" After I knew I got that immediate failure I don't feel like driving anymore. Waste of my time. So the tester juz anyhow deduct 6 points to make me happy. 2 points for rolling backwards on the slope, the other 4 is for fail to comfirm safety for my vertical parking. -_-"
This time round I got dedected 18 points!! PHEW~ Juz nice can.. SWEAT.. supposing only 14, but he flip here and there, den deduct another 4! Lucky still PASS! haha. 2nd time also super stress. Dunno wad will i do if i failed again. Rental for car for TP is 120, per hour driving is 24, circuit booking is 18 for non-peak, 22 for peak. I think I spent like more den 1k for my licence.
Didn't get any points for my course.. All 18 was on the road. -_-" There was alot of cars at that point of time i went out to the road. Around 4.15? I was super scared. 4 points for insufficient acceleration which one was given a chance, so (2 points) 6 points for road hogging! LOL I didn't keep to the left lane. (8 points till now) Another 6 points for failure to slow down when approaching road hazards (14 points) Den I got 8 points for blind spot. 2 chances was given so... LUCKY!!! I was really stupid la.. Didn't listen to instruction properly. He said infront right turn. I tot right U-TURN. -_-" So I went to the wrong route and all these mistakes came by. STUPID ME!! >.<>
Went back to the test centre. Was super excited. I was not done with the points! -_-" Back to the room where he'll tell me where I did wrong. den he flip here n there, deduct another 4 points for blind spot again. There I go. 18 points. So stress can!!!!!!!!! haha. But can pass I'm really happy liao. hehe.
Thanks to my darling, pearl , friends n my collegues for their moral, spritual and etc etc support. Love all of them~ Muacks
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Congrats Elicia on your wedding! Hope you'll have a blissfull marriage.
Seeing my Sec sch friends getting married one by one I'm really happy for them. At least they've found their life time partner and their future.
But everytime I see my friends getting married, I feel sorry for myself. Haha.. Not that I'm unattached or what la. Or I'm dying to get married. But the funny thing is that my other half have no plans for our future at all. Probably he has a plan, but didn't tell me. But I'm like.. always the one talking about weddings. (This make me sound like I'm DYING to get married!) haha..
I dunno, but we have major quarrels over the WORD marriage. My mum knew my sec sch fren is getting married, so she was asking me.. "When's Yours?? Since both of u have been together for more den 2 years already. Any plans?" I TOLD my bf about wad my mum asked. Guess wad he said? I was like.. quite angry when he said this when we were quarreling.. " Why everyone is pressuring me to get married?" I was like WHOA, my mum juz asked only. Ya, although I did mentioned about it afew times. But he didn't give me an answer like.. When.. -_-"
Oh well, I'm already turning 23 this year. Not OLD but not YOUNG either. What am I suppose to do if I didn't know what my future is going to be like? Right? Imagine spending your youth with someone who doesn't have plans to grow old together!! Sometimes I just feel insecure. You get what I mean? I'm getting tired of hanging on the cliff waiting to be rescued. Sometimes I'm tired of life. My life. Things don't go well for me. I have a JOB that doesn't earn much. My bf sometimes don't understand and know what exactly I want. Argh.. juz sucks! Lucky I have my family, but we're not as close as before cuz whenever I have free time it goes to him n his family. Oh ya, not forgetting about my friends.. Pearl n jonathan is always there for me when I'm down.
Sigh.. I'm confused. I dunno what to do. After so much quarrels with my bf, I feel like giving up. He doesn't understand how i feel sometimes. All i need is some sense of security. But I don't feel it. Everything about him is good except this point. Anyway, since I can't get the sense of security from him, I've told him I'll never ever talk about the WORD marriage again. Cuz I doubt I'll ever get married. =)
Signing off soon.. quite tired after the wedding dinner located at jurong. Lucky Yvvone's husband send us back. If not I think we'll take donkey years to get back home. Good night..
* Imagine me without YOU *
Sunday, April 08, 2007
